||[Aug. 4th, 2009|10:44 pm]
so weekend of no sleep and the wedding form hell the person who made to great idea of beach wedding needs his ass kick it fucking florida for gods sake.hey the food and 6 rum and cokes were freaking sweet. so I go to get my car I left at work go home sleep for like 6 hours.
So I walk in to work one sunday morning my mom is their as she goes to leave she asks,tell she not sure if jess is the wright girl. For me ,and proceed to tell me that my ex (CRAZY) WAS better to me,and for me.So this means I did a really go job of hiding form my mom that my ex had me on the edge. I drank like a fish as a good friend can witness to ,and smoke. I hope each day would be the leap home. al why I here( don't know steve) ziggy say you to go crazy kill your step dad ,and then leap home for good. okay so any way my mom think jess hates her. this put me over a barrel and I WISH THE THE BIG GUY WOULD SHOOT ME KNOW.